DH is now helping

DH promised me today that he would help me by making healthy dinners.  I think I gained back what weight I lost but I'm not sure because I have thought that before and been wrong.  I dressed nice today, in a pretty shirt and jeans.  I wore earrings even and a necklace.  Since we went to the park I also wore my Medic Alert necklace.  I want to start measuring out how much I eat, but I obviously didn't get to start that today.

I ate today:

prunes
crackers
blackened chicken
cream corn

Today

Today I ate:

Fat free yogurt
1 bowl cereal with skim milk
pancakes
sugar free syrup
scrambled eggs

Today

Today I feel fatter than I did yesterday.  I could probably eat a whole bag of prunes and it wouldn't help.  I hate IBS!  Today my stomach in my jeans feels very tight.

I ate this today:

2 cookies
2 bowls fiber cereal with skim milk
grapefruit
fish sticks
macaroni & shells
ketchup

In the mirror again...

I have a great reason to be in the mirror!  I have either lost weight or moved the weight around, though I suspect I've lost weight.  I can fit in my shorts I couldn't before as well as my knee braces.  Guess what!  My loose skin I earned by losing so much weight had plumped up when I gained.  Now they are de-plumping and my skin is looser again.  I am so excited, it made my day yesterday and I couldn't stay out of the mirror!

Today I ate:

cookies
1 bowl fiber cereal with skim milk

Today

Today I ate:

2 bowls of cereal with Skim milk
2 pieces of coffee cake
2 pieces deli bread
pizza

Today

Today I've eaten:

2 fat free Yoplait yogurts
1 small serving of banana split flavored ice cream
1 jar baby food
Pizza Rolls
1 bowl cereal with skim milk

Today

Today I ate:

1 bowl Oatmeal Squares cereal with skim milk
2 bowls Frosted Flakes with skim milk
Pizza Rolls
banana split ice cream

Yesterday

Yesterday I ate:

Oatmeal Squares cereal for breakfast with Skim milk
2 brownies
1 mug Skim milk
1 small piece of overdone fish
a few bites of steamed veggies
1 bowl Frosted Flakes with Skim milk

Another day, another nameless day...

Today I've eaten:

1 bowl Honey Nut Chex with Skim Milk
2 slices leftover pizza
1 bowl Fiber One with Skim Milk

Eating again

We got our disability money in and have been using that to buy groceries since the first.  So I haven't gone to bed hungry in the last few days.  That is really, really nice.  I am trying to remember not to go wild with food when we finally do get some because that will cause me to gain weight for sure.  DH was going to the soup kitchen in the evenings and bringing me home a meal.  The afternoon soup line is somewhere else and they don't allow DH to bring any food home to me even though I'm nearly homebound so I can't go myself.  When he does go he sneaks food home for me.  Since the blizzard no one can get to the soup kitchen so we've been supplying the house of six with food from our disability money of two disabled people.  I'm not getting onto anyone, I'm just saying it is hard and with our disability money and just us two, DH and I are well below poverty level.  So when we support six people (including the two of us) the "system" we have breaks.

I think I'm still losing weight.  I will know when I go to see Dr. P. at his office again, because I'm going by his scale.